Being the dumbass I am, I left my camera at home, so you get pooey phone pictures.
Anyway, yesterday was amazing. So many people came out and it was just great. I got to hang out with some awesome friends and just have a blast. Definitely got sunburned and beat up, but it was worth it. I’m so glad I went!
When all you want is for a certain someone to be there for you. Reach out, say hi, ask how you’re doing. Start a conversation just to show that they care, even if it’s a tiny bit. I just want to feel like I was important in your life. I know that we’ve both grown a lot, but I just need to know that I made an impact on people. That their life is somehow different because I was a part of it, even if I’m not anymore.
I have hope that a part of you still wants me around, but everyday that goes by without word from you makes me realize more and more that you don’t care as much as I did.
It’s the stupid little things that hurt the most at times.
Chelsey’s dreadies. Made by Jynx, installed by myself.
I basically feel like screaming
right in your face. She dumped you.
You’ve told me countless times that you’d rather have friendship than be with her. She treated you like shit. Made you feel guilty you constantly, never came to see you, didn’t seem to care, got jealous all the time. Why are you so broken up?
Time to pick yourself up off the floor and get over it. You aren’t in high school anymore. You don’t see her every day. You don’t have time to waste pining over some chick that wants nothing to do with you. I understand it was a long relationship and all but being unhappy isn’t going to do anything. You aren’t going to fix anything. You’re better off without her. Stop moping, and make your life what you want it to be. You have friends. Be with them. Or go make new ones.
At this point, I don’t fucking care how you handle it, you just need to. You aren’t the friend I used to be so close with. It actually pisses me off to see how pathetic you’re being about this. You’re stronger than you’re acting. I wish you’d realize that.
This is my friend Ksana and I. She is so beautiful, inside and out. I’m so glad that I actually started talking to her, because for the longest time I was intimidated by her. She’s a dancer, and amazing at it if I do say so myself.
I’m just glad she found someone that makes her so happy.
The second photo is off of the photographer’s site, which is only accessible with the password. If you’re looking for a photographer in central Minnesota, I highly recommend Ri. She took so many amazing photos.